I am in a nesting mode which for me means organizing clothes. I have pulled out the bin of newborn/0-3 mos girl clothes and going through them. It is a little difficult b/c Jillian likes to take them and shove anything (doll, stuffed animal) into the clothes. BUT I am wondering is B3 going to be like Jillian or like Rocco? Jillian wore 0-3 mos for like 5 mos. while Rocco wore 0-3 mos. for like 3 weeks. Hmmmmm......
We do have a name for B3 but I think I am not going to tell ya'll. Mwahhhh....that is my evil laugh. Unless you guess it. But I don't think you will. While the name is not weird, it can be found in baby books, it is definitely not in the top 100 names of 2010. I picked the first name and Bryan picked the middle with my 100% veto power. Sooo essentially I picked the first name.....and the middle name!! But we do both like it!! I will tell you that Jillian calls the baby Ila and she has NOT let it go. If anyone asks, Jillian says the baby is Ila. Such a strange child??
I am feeling a lot of guilt over my poor baby Rocco. I did not feel this (or I do not remember) for Jillian. She was so mature for turning 2. We were having entire conversations about how to save the world. BUT my Roc, he is a different story. He is still so much my baby. He is a cuddler, a hugger, a kisser. I rock him to sleep. We have conversations but most of the time I am interpreting for others his words. I feel like I am cheating him out of his babiness. Does that make sense??
So I took a picture for 30 weeks before we went to church yesterday morning. Please ignore the AWFUL haircut I received 2 weeks ago. I am still crying over it. BUT I can only just wait and let it grow.
Back at school this morning, trying not to keep freaking out!! I have 4 days left of school and then I will have plenty of time to FREAK OUT!!!!
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Man, I feel like this pregnancy has flown by for you! Not going to lie, I would be freakin' out too so I'm not much help there. :) Can't wait to learn B3's name. You know I'm all about keeping it a secret. It's fun. Maybe not for everyone else . . . Hang in there for these last few days before break!
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